I asked Perly how if there are any methods to remember things that our mind has deleted. He said: "I don't think that's a good idea right now. How about taking things one step at a time?"

But I don't want to take things one step at a time. I want to remember what I have forgotten, because I need it now. And I want to forget what has just happened in the last two years of my life.

Grey's Anatomy is perfect for moments like this.