You wouldn't recognise it if it hit you in the face...

At last, the calm of a blank mind, of a mindless wonder...
No pain, just exhaustion. And I ask myself how long it will take for this to be my day to day.
Because blank is better than pain. Nothingness is better that a pot full of sadness.
And then one day you wake up, and suddenly it's all gone. You have the strength to look up and smile because the summer has arrived...

I can't wait.